Welcome to our House of Hope

Thanks for coming to check in on us. This is our story. Ellis was our first...the one who made us a mommy and a daddy. In April 2011 we went in for a routine ultrasound at 21 weeks, hoping to find out if Baby Henry was a boy or a girl. Instead, we discovered that there was something very wrong. Soon, our little boy was diagnosed with holoprosencephaly, HPE for short. We have HoPE that God is in the details, even when the days seem dark. He was there as we waited for Ellis to enter this world and we believe He was there when Ellis left us to enter a world we don't yet know. Our love for Ellis remains strong. He will always be our little guy. Thank you for remembering him with us.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Ellis's Life in Pictures

We didn't have much time with our little boy, but the time we had was precious. We tried to capture as many moments on camera as possible. These pictures give you a glimpse into the short time we had with Ellis.

The song used in the slide show is significant to us. After we found out about Ellis's complications, a few people recommended the book I Will Carry You by Angie Smith. Angie is the wife of Todd Smith, one of the members of Selah. A few years back they had a similar experience with their sweet little girl Audrey Caroline. Rebecca read the book back in May, during a particularly difficult time when we weren't sure how long Ellis would be with us. Angie's words communicated so much of what we were feeling and experiencing. We found out that Selah had written a song in honor of Audrey. Two versions were made: one for the loss of a baby girl and one for the loss of a baby boy. In the week following Ellis's birth and death, we spent hours sorting through his photographs, choosing the perfect ones for the slideshow we'd share at his memorial service. We immediately knew we wanted to use the song I Will Carry You, but couldn't find the "boy" version anywhere. Rebecca had emailed with Angie after reading her book and took a chance by asking her where we could find the song. Angie so kindly passed on a copy of the song to us to use with the slideshow. We are so grateful. The words so perfectly convey our thoughts.

We wish we could have shared Ellis with each of you in more real, tangible ways, but we are so glad to share what we have with you. We hope that as you watch the slideshow you will be able to sense the joy we had in meeting Ellis. We miss him terribly, but are thankful for the way these pictures spark our memory.

 

15 comments:

  1. Thank you so much for sharing your beautiful pictures with us Tim and Rebecca.He sure had a lot of hair. What a precious baby Ellis is in the presence of the LORD. Ellis is going to be one of the welcoming people when we all get to be in the LORD's presence forever. The Joy of the is your strength!
    Love and prayers,
    The Peters family
    Ps.30:5

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  2. Wow! Way to bring on the waterworks! These are priceless! Thank you so much for sharing! I am so happy that you had a chance to take these beautiful pictures to commemorate Ellis' beautiful life! He will forever live in all of our memories!

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  3. Karen Wenzel7/27/11, 9:32 AM

    Rebecca and Tim--The love portrayed in your pictures is insurmountable! You are the most wonderful parents. Ellis was lucky to have you two. I know he'll watch over you proudly as your lives go on and as you continue to build your family. Thanks for sharing!

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  4. Susan Shelley7/27/11, 11:07 AM

    Dearest Tim & Rebecca,
    You have honored Ellis and you have honored God through this difficult and yet beautiful journey. Little Ellis lives on in our hearts, memories and in the arms of Jesus. Love you so much, The Shelleys

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  5. Vivianna Matthews7/27/11, 12:25 PM

    Tim and Rebecca! Thank you so much for sharing pictures of your precious time with Ellis!! You both have been such a testimony of God's faithfulness though difficult moments. Praise Him for your constant faithfulness! I pray for God's peace to continue to overwhelm you! Love you both!
    Viv

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  6. What beautiful pictures. The love in the pictures is so evident. Thank you so much for sharing your Ellis with all of us. Love to both of you.

    Martie

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  7. Oh goodness. I love you and your family. Especially the picture of Linda holding him. Rebecca, you are such a beautiful mommy, and Tim such a proud dad with all that packers gear ;) Thanks for sharing. Jared and I love you guys so much!
    -Jared and Janey Willis

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  8. What a beautiful way to share and celebrate Ellis' life. Thank you!

    Much love,
    Di Linh

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  9. Thank you for sharing Ellis with me! I sure did see the love in the pictures you shared! Janet

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  10. Thank you so much for sharing this. So sweet to see pictures of your precious Ellis.

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  11. Thanks for sharing these pictures and this song with us...so beautiful and love seeing the family pictures and the sweet times you had with him.

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  12. Pam and Dave Wilson8/3/11, 3:45 PM

    Tim and Rebecca, it was so brave of you to allow the rest of us into the short, intimate moments you had with Ellis on this earth. What a privilege he has to have the two of you as his parents, even though he is now chortling with joy in Jesus' arms. Your faithfulness and commitment has been an example to so many. We are praying for you. Love, Pam and Dave

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  13. What love. You are all in my prayers. What a loving tribute to Baby Ellis, and his life. Thank you for sharing him with us. May Gods love, and comfort, and peace surround you. Love Mary Schoenbeck

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  14. Love Angie's blog. Love the book. Love the song! Oh all three always bring tears to my eyes!

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  15. Beautiful, Rebecca. Absolutely beautiful. What a gift you were given to be allowed to hold that spark of life.

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